Monday, September 22, 2008

07-22-08

Hey, It's me agian. bored have nothing to talk about. I think that Jeremiah is mad at me. He hasnt talked to me all morning and I really dont care. He wants to be a ass hole thats him noot me . Well sorry but thats all that I have to say. Peace.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

09-17-08

Hey,
It's me again. thinking about some things. I was so wrong this morning. Me and my mom got in to a fight, not a fist sight or anything like that. Just a family fight.We fought from the time that I woke up this morning, till she dropped me off at school this morning. Over something so stupid. I can't even remamber. But' knowing me and my mom, it was over something stupid. My Dad didn't even say anything, like he knew that it was going to happen. It's weird how adults know everything. I think that it is. My sister might be pregnant again. She had her first kid wene she was 17. And shes only 18 now and she thinks that she is pregnant. Can you spell whore. It's like she had no respect for herself and no respect for her kid. I can't stand her half the time. That is why im moving out in two months with my other sister. Although she has a baby, well shes 6 years old, but she will always be a baby to me, shes autistic. For those who don't know what that means, she has a bad case of middle-retardation. And she has dwarf defenciency. She is so cute though. Ok anyways although she has a baby she really takes care of it. And I mean like the best mother I have seen, I mean besides my mom. She will always be my favorite. I love her so much. I found out 3 years ago that she is dieing. She has a life span of 5 years and now she only has 2 left. It get hard sometimes to face reality that the only person who cares about you 24/7 is going to die. I can't stand the thought of dieing. So I try no to think about it that much.
Well, I'm gonna go, Peace

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

09-16-2008

Hey,
Its me again. My brother Chris got into a fight today at school, and that guys bitch about got her head knocked off too. For those reading this, and don't know me I'm posted as the girl who acts before and don't think at all. I talked to that girl that I told to that was in college. I know it seems weird but we go to the graveyard all the time. Well, we did until her time became all about school, work, and not me. Not saying that I want all of her time to go on me. But, I do miss her. We were like two peas n a pod. -lol- We have done so many crazy things together. Like this one time, three of our friends,Justin A., Justin R., and Josh S., we somehow got a green wig and wore it all around town. I know that some of you are going to think that it was stupid but, it was sorta fun and crazy. We loved breaking the rules. Like once I walked in to Wal-Greens, and told the clerk that I had explosive SHITS!!!, and what would I need to take for me to feel better. I laughed my ass off. The whole way out of there. I think that we all knew that the clerk knew that it was a joke. And IDK if she got mad about it or not. But I haven't stepped a foot in to that store since that.
Well I'm gonna go. PEACE OUT!!!!!

09-16-08

Hey,
It's me again I found out yesterday that I can take GED so tomorraw I start GED for sure. And I also found out that Jeremiah's brother mathew is nad at me couse he thinks that i snitched on Jeremiah, but I didnt I never would have done that. My brother got in to a fight to day at school. He kicked this dudes ass. HELL YA!!!! And that dudes bitch bout got here head knocked off by me and chris's, thats my brothers name, girlfriend. I thank god that chris has so many people around him that love him and think of him. I have no idea what this dude behind me is doing to this other computer. I think that he is taking the computer apart.-lol- I talked to Jennifer, the one that is in college, I know this seems weird, but we are going to the graveyard. Wene ever I can get her ass out of school and wene she don't get sick. I have a big surprise for her. She won't even let me talk to her long. So I can't get anything past her. But, I love her to death. I'm gonna go, peace.

Monday, September 15, 2008

09-15-08

I just read my comments and it seems like everyone thinks that I am stupid or something. The thing about the high school prank is It would be something that I would do.... if I had thought about it. Your calling me a dumbass. You should have thought about that nut I'm not mad or hold a grudge. People is entitled to there own thought. And yes, I am 17 years old and no I'm not retarded. The only reason you say that is cause your unsure about yourself. A Little advice people if you think that you are better than someone else you are wrong. And you are probably as low as them. I have had a good day I'm still worried about Jeremiah, and what his dad did to him. Well I'm out peace!

Friday, September 12, 2008

09-12-08

Hey,
It's me again I had a great day. I have got to do my GED report. And I might start GED Monday after 2nd Pd. This day cannot get any better. I am going to The Tennessee Valley Fair tomorrow. But tonight I am going to a motel room with my friends. Tasha and some others I have no clue who but we will find some people. (LOL) I want to find out what happened to Jeremiah. He stole a pair of sunglasses at school and the cops thought it was me. I mean if you don't want your things to get stole then you should lock your locker. I'm afraid that his dad won't let him talk to me. I was with him when he done it, but I had no clue that he took them until the cops pulled us aside. Apparently the school does have cameras that we all thought was just for show. It showed everything that me and him done. I am kinda worried about him. I feel like it's my fault cause if I didn't make him lay out with me He never would have had the opportunity to steal them. I knew that he knew better than to take them, but I really do kinda feel like it is my fault. I really don't want him to get into trouble with his dad. His dad didn't like me that much anyway. I miss talking to him. The ass holes at our school took away our phone so we can't talk to one another. Talk to you later.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

09-11-08 Same Day Differ Time

Ok I am all alone now Jeremiahs not here and i ahve all things to myself. I can now tell you things that I can't tell anyone else. Like I said I was thinking about the World Trade Centers and how everyone that lost their lives won't see what we can do for the future and do for their future of what they have left behind. I was reading an article called. I Found Him To Late. I was about a girl who was adopted at birth and found out 19 years later that her Dad was one of the Heros who took over the terrorist that were taking over the plane that was going to crash into the Pentagon. She meet all of her half sisters and brothers. And even got to meet her Dads new wife. The moral of the story is don't be afraid of who and what your looking for even if you found it way..to late. I was really thinking about what if I had been one of those people that was one those planes where I would be today. Would I even be here. What if I was someones family member who had lost their lives that day. Would I ever love someone of a differ origen again, I mean I'm not racist I love everyone. But what would you do? IDK what I would do. Jeremiah hurt my feelings today really bad. And he knew that he did. Throwing his girlfiend up in my face that really does hurt. For all you girls out there who loves someone who is already taken, don't think "O, I'm not gonna be a homewrecker," Do it go after what you wanting. It took a long time for me to know that. And now that I do, he is going to be mine.