Tuesday, October 21, 2008

the good day

Hey
Its me again and i have really good news but i will tell you later hahahah BITCHS lol

Friday, October 3, 2008

The Day I Hate

Today had started to be really good but as it went on, I hated everything about it. My friends were not at school. My cell phone battery is dropping like there is no tomorow. Jeremiah and I got into huge fight. And I bet you can just guees who or what it was over. His girlfriend. Well, this is how it all started. I was at breakfast sitting down with Tiffany, about one of my friends who decided to come today. Well, anyway, She just looked at me with that look that said, You gonna do something. So I turned my head, not wanting to start trubble. Then I look back around she just would not keep her eyes off of me. This went on for about 20 damn minutes finnaly i got sick of it, And stood up and told her to look some where else. And she just stared at me. I said what. She said Jeremiah told me everything: about how you touch and feel him all the time. And about you asking him out. I was so stunned I didnt know what to say for the first time in my life i was spechless. I turned to her i said i didnt ask him out he ask me out and she said oh yeah i said oh yeah and showed her the text message that he ahd sent me asking me out. She looked at me and said well if you wernt all over him then maybe he wouldnt be all over you you fucking whore. I grabbed the back of her hair and bent her head back and hitt her in the face so hard. Her nose was bleeding. I was on top of her with her hair in one hand and my fist hitting her face i have no clue how namy times. It took 3 teachers 2 cops and tiffany to get and keep me off her. Then she called me a bitch. I got loose from the cops and the teachers and got right up in her face and said what, bitch what you want your ass kicked again. Do something. Then that is how it happened and I wanted to do that for so long and I never thought that I could but she says something else to me Ill make sure to brake her nose next time, I HATE THAT FUCKING FAT BITCH!!!!!

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

10-01-08 ( A Happy Ending)

Hey, this is the best day of my life the guy that I have loved for over 2 years has finally asked me out, but the stupid thisg is I said no. And even though I thought this would make me happy, it didn't. The part that maked me happy, is that he evenn ask me out, that he thought about me. I know that I sound stupid, like guys think that love don't matter to a girl. But it really does. Even though I wanted him, I had to say no, couse he acted so stupid I mean the stupid part it is: he was still dating the girl that he still plans on marring. Can you say bootycall. i have a feeling that his girlfriend will find out and she will come and ask me about it like I am the one who did something wrong. All that I can say is if she was doing her ajob as a girlfrien then, he wouldn't be running to me. I stayed the night at my friends tasha's house, we really stayed in her dad's camper. But anyways I got scared shitless. I have never been so scared in my entire life, I mean I was going to bed with a knife underneath my pillow.
Well, GOTTA GO, PEACE!!!!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

What I Wish I'd Known Sooner

Don't drink grape juice while wearing a whit shirt, when driving to school.
Don't let your life wait on other people.
Droppping a cell phone in a tub of water, kindas kills the phone.
Your mother will find out if you dye your hair purple
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You haven't really lived until you got a 48 on you U.S. History replacement test.
Don't ever fall in love with someone who id more that a thousand miles away from you, it never works out.
Milk crates make boring pets.
If it hurts, DON'T DO IT AGAIN!!
That which does not kill you, will make you stronger.
Speaking in puplic gets easier with practice.
Don't srint around the pool, unless your ready to impersonate Jim for Huck Finn.
Ten years from now, most of what we freak out about won't make any difference.
All that gold doesn't glisten after a while.
Zits always pop up when you really can't afford them to pop up.
Always stay after class, couse thats were connections are made.
When in doubt, duck. When certain, don't bother, couse you're already screwed.
While driving a car through a gate, always, ALWAYS make sure the gate is open! It might be fatal to your car.
If you'r not living, ( I MEAN REALLY LIVING), your already dead.
Never peirce your belly button in the dark.
Just becouse someone flirts with you incessantly doesn't necessarily mean he of she like you.
If you Algebra teacher tells you to stop talking during a test or you will get a zero, he really means it, REALLY!!
Sometimes smart people can do very, very stupid things.
Being nice to people will get you far.
The only person you can truly love is often right in front of you.
Never, ever, EVER let a member of the opposite sex make you compromise your standards. NEVER.
Nothing is ever to good to be true.
If yous tart to like a boy. his roommate will immediately start liking you.
Partents aren't around forever, and you need to treasure them while you think they are.
Don't take the SAT twicwe, if you already got a good grade the first time you took it.
Never do something if the risk is greater than the reward.
Think carefully before you act.
Dreaming and doning are two different things.
Life moves fast, but not so fast that you can't slow down and enjoy it.
Instead of waiting for life to get better, do something about it now.
You really should do what needs to be done now, and not later.
If you intuition is telling you not to do something then don't do it, you intuition is not stupid.
Cereal is a vital staple food for all college students, who cared how stupid you look eating it at 7:00 p.m.
If he doesn't respect you then hes not worth any of you time.
Don't jugle knives unless you'r really, REALLY good at it.
Sticking things up you nose isn't the smartest thing inm the world.
If at first you don't succeed, try again, if you fail give up, no sense about being rediculios about it.
You can't light fireworks in the basement and not get cought.
hair is fammable. VERY flammable.
Never ever trust you friend with a pair of scissors against you hair.
White dogs and black pants, don't mix.
God doesn't amke junk.
Someday you will look back on this and it will all seem funny.
You never know when your making a memory.
If you can laugh at yourself, you'r going to be fine.
If you will allow other to laugh with you, You'r going to do great.
Kissing is the most fun thing, Dancing is almost aas fun.

09-25-08

Hey,
I know that this is going to seem stupid but I fell off my porch this morning. And now I can't hardley walk, but I still managed to make it to school. I always do. It's not that I like school school or anything. I do, kinda. I like the people that go here. And plus I like my GED. It's fun also. Yesterday at GED there was a couple of guys smoking pot outside at break. I mean there is nothing wrong with that. But at school it's kinda risky, I think that it is. I mean I smoke it sometimes. But not were my teachers can see me do plain as day. Do you get what i am saying? Well, more things later, PEACE!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

I Choose You! (poem)

I got the world at a raveling string, leave it to you to unravel me again. Non respected in a universe this size. My mind is folding is folding and unfolding tonight. You can be my star, and I wonder where you are, it's not that hard to do. I choose you from the billions of billions. I will be changed from the moment of I Do. I choose you with a thousand guitars starting a song that goes on and on for as long as you choose me too. So if you think one kiss makes me stole at all. Wish you could feel the way the Earth beneath me falls. Like were spinning with the possibilities. I could be anything with you beside me. I'm calling you my star, I wonder where you are. It's not that hard to do, I choose you, so choose me too. I know that everything changes in time, and I'm not afraid of whats coming. Ill guard your heart if you'll guard mine. Cause loves not a thought, So, choose me too.


I hope you like it I wrote it and sent it in to a recording studio, and It is now a song, really a soundtrack for the movie Moondance Alexander, It's sung by Emily Wright.

09-26-08

Hey It's me again I have so much to tell you I will be at Roanne state community college on Nov the 1st. Today has been boring. I went to thing thing yesterday after GED. My friends and I had such great fun....NOT!!!! well I'm going PEACE OUT!!!!!