Hey
Its me again and i have really good news but i will tell you later hahahah BITCHS lol
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Friday, October 3, 2008
The Day I Hate
Today had started to be really good but as it went on, I hated everything about it. My friends were not at school. My cell phone battery is dropping like there is no tomorow. Jeremiah and I got into huge fight. And I bet you can just guees who or what it was over. His girlfriend. Well, this is how it all started. I was at breakfast sitting down with Tiffany, about one of my friends who decided to come today. Well, anyway, She just looked at me with that look that said, You gonna do something. So I turned my head, not wanting to start trubble. Then I look back around she just would not keep her eyes off of me. This went on for about 20 damn minutes finnaly i got sick of it, And stood up and told her to look some where else. And she just stared at me. I said what. She said Jeremiah told me everything: about how you touch and feel him all the time. And about you asking him out. I was so stunned I didnt know what to say for the first time in my life i was spechless. I turned to her i said i didnt ask him out he ask me out and she said oh yeah i said oh yeah and showed her the text message that he ahd sent me asking me out. She looked at me and said well if you wernt all over him then maybe he wouldnt be all over you you fucking whore. I grabbed the back of her hair and bent her head back and hitt her in the face so hard. Her nose was bleeding. I was on top of her with her hair in one hand and my fist hitting her face i have no clue how namy times. It took 3 teachers 2 cops and tiffany to get and keep me off her. Then she called me a bitch. I got loose from the cops and the teachers and got right up in her face and said what, bitch what you want your ass kicked again. Do something. Then that is how it happened and I wanted to do that for so long and I never thought that I could but she says something else to me Ill make sure to brake her nose next time, I HATE THAT FUCKING FAT BITCH!!!!!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
10-01-08 ( A Happy Ending)
Hey, this is the best day of my life the guy that I have loved for over 2 years has finally asked me out, but the stupid thisg is I said no. And even though I thought this would make me happy, it didn't. The part that maked me happy, is that he evenn ask me out, that he thought about me. I know that I sound stupid, like guys think that love don't matter to a girl. But it really does. Even though I wanted him, I had to say no, couse he acted so stupid I mean the stupid part it is: he was still dating the girl that he still plans on marring. Can you say bootycall. i have a feeling that his girlfriend will find out and she will come and ask me about it like I am the one who did something wrong. All that I can say is if she was doing her ajob as a girlfrien then, he wouldn't be running to me. I stayed the night at my friends tasha's house, we really stayed in her dad's camper. But anyways I got scared shitless. I have never been so scared in my entire life, I mean I was going to bed with a knife underneath my pillow.
Well, GOTTA GO, PEACE!!!!
Well, GOTTA GO, PEACE!!!!
Thursday, September 25, 2008
What I Wish I'd Known Sooner
Don't drink grape juice while wearing a whit shirt, when driving to school.
Don't let your life wait on other people.
Droppping a cell phone in a tub of water, kindas kills the phone.
Your mother will find out if you dye your hair purple.
You haven't really lived until you got a 48 on you U.S. History replacement test.
Don't ever fall in love with someone who id more that a thousand miles away from you, it never works out.
Milk crates make boring pets.
If it hurts, DON'T DO IT AGAIN!!
That which does not kill you, will make you stronger.
Speaking in puplic gets easier with practice.
Don't srint around the pool, unless your ready to impersonate Jim for Huck Finn.
Ten years from now, most of what we freak out about won't make any difference.
All that gold doesn't glisten after a while.
Zits always pop up when you really can't afford them to pop up.
Always stay after class, couse thats were connections are made.
When in doubt, duck. When certain, don't bother, couse you're already screwed.
While driving a car through a gate, always, ALWAYS make sure the gate is open! It might be fatal to your car.
If you'r not living, ( I MEAN REALLY LIVING), your already dead.
Never peirce your belly button in the dark.
Just becouse someone flirts with you incessantly doesn't necessarily mean he of she like you.
If you Algebra teacher tells you to stop talking during a test or you will get a zero, he really means it, REALLY!!
Sometimes smart people can do very, very stupid things.
Being nice to people will get you far.
The only person you can truly love is often right in front of you.
Never, ever, EVER let a member of the opposite sex make you compromise your standards. NEVER.
Nothing is ever to good to be true.
If yous tart to like a boy. his roommate will immediately start liking you.
Partents aren't around forever, and you need to treasure them while you think they are.
Don't take the SAT twicwe, if you already got a good grade the first time you took it.
Never do something if the risk is greater than the reward.
Think carefully before you act.
Dreaming and doning are two different things.
Life moves fast, but not so fast that you can't slow down and enjoy it.
Instead of waiting for life to get better, do something about it now.
You really should do what needs to be done now, and not later.
If you intuition is telling you not to do something then don't do it, you intuition is not stupid.
Cereal is a vital staple food for all college students, who cared how stupid you look eating it at 7:00 p.m.
If he doesn't respect you then hes not worth any of you time.
Don't jugle knives unless you'r really, REALLY good at it.
Sticking things up you nose isn't the smartest thing inm the world.
If at first you don't succeed, try again, if you fail give up, no sense about being rediculios about it.
You can't light fireworks in the basement and not get cought.
hair is fammable. VERY flammable.
Never ever trust you friend with a pair of scissors against you hair.
White dogs and black pants, don't mix.
God doesn't amke junk.
Someday you will look back on this and it will all seem funny.
You never know when your making a memory.
If you can laugh at yourself, you'r going to be fine.
If you will allow other to laugh with you, You'r going to do great.
Kissing is the most fun thing, Dancing is almost aas fun.
Don't let your life wait on other people.
Droppping a cell phone in a tub of water, kindas kills the phone.
Your mother will find out if you dye your hair purple.
You haven't really lived until you got a 48 on you U.S. History replacement test.
Don't ever fall in love with someone who id more that a thousand miles away from you, it never works out.
Milk crates make boring pets.
If it hurts, DON'T DO IT AGAIN!!
That which does not kill you, will make you stronger.
Speaking in puplic gets easier with practice.
Don't srint around the pool, unless your ready to impersonate Jim for Huck Finn.
Ten years from now, most of what we freak out about won't make any difference.
All that gold doesn't glisten after a while.
Zits always pop up when you really can't afford them to pop up.
Always stay after class, couse thats were connections are made.
When in doubt, duck. When certain, don't bother, couse you're already screwed.
While driving a car through a gate, always, ALWAYS make sure the gate is open! It might be fatal to your car.
If you'r not living, ( I MEAN REALLY LIVING), your already dead.
Never peirce your belly button in the dark.
Just becouse someone flirts with you incessantly doesn't necessarily mean he of she like you.
If you Algebra teacher tells you to stop talking during a test or you will get a zero, he really means it, REALLY!!
Sometimes smart people can do very, very stupid things.
Being nice to people will get you far.
The only person you can truly love is often right in front of you.
Never, ever, EVER let a member of the opposite sex make you compromise your standards. NEVER.
Nothing is ever to good to be true.
If yous tart to like a boy. his roommate will immediately start liking you.
Partents aren't around forever, and you need to treasure them while you think they are.
Don't take the SAT twicwe, if you already got a good grade the first time you took it.
Never do something if the risk is greater than the reward.
Think carefully before you act.
Dreaming and doning are two different things.
Life moves fast, but not so fast that you can't slow down and enjoy it.
Instead of waiting for life to get better, do something about it now.
You really should do what needs to be done now, and not later.
If you intuition is telling you not to do something then don't do it, you intuition is not stupid.
Cereal is a vital staple food for all college students, who cared how stupid you look eating it at 7:00 p.m.
If he doesn't respect you then hes not worth any of you time.
Don't jugle knives unless you'r really, REALLY good at it.
Sticking things up you nose isn't the smartest thing inm the world.
If at first you don't succeed, try again, if you fail give up, no sense about being rediculios about it.
You can't light fireworks in the basement and not get cought.
hair is fammable. VERY flammable.
Never ever trust you friend with a pair of scissors against you hair.
White dogs and black pants, don't mix.
God doesn't amke junk.
Someday you will look back on this and it will all seem funny.
You never know when your making a memory.
If you can laugh at yourself, you'r going to be fine.
If you will allow other to laugh with you, You'r going to do great.
Kissing is the most fun thing, Dancing is almost aas fun.
09-25-08
Hey,
I know that this is going to seem stupid but I fell off my porch this morning. And now I can't hardley walk, but I still managed to make it to school. I always do. It's not that I like school school or anything. I do, kinda. I like the people that go here. And plus I like my GED. It's fun also. Yesterday at GED there was a couple of guys smoking pot outside at break. I mean there is nothing wrong with that. But at school it's kinda risky, I think that it is. I mean I smoke it sometimes. But not were my teachers can see me do plain as day. Do you get what i am saying? Well, more things later, PEACE!!!!!!!!!
I know that this is going to seem stupid but I fell off my porch this morning. And now I can't hardley walk, but I still managed to make it to school. I always do. It's not that I like school school or anything. I do, kinda. I like the people that go here. And plus I like my GED. It's fun also. Yesterday at GED there was a couple of guys smoking pot outside at break. I mean there is nothing wrong with that. But at school it's kinda risky, I think that it is. I mean I smoke it sometimes. But not were my teachers can see me do plain as day. Do you get what i am saying? Well, more things later, PEACE!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
I Choose You! (poem)
I got the world at a raveling string, leave it to you to unravel me again. Non respected in a universe this size. My mind is folding is folding and unfolding tonight. You can be my star, and I wonder where you are, it's not that hard to do. I choose you from the billions of billions. I will be changed from the moment of I Do. I choose you with a thousand guitars starting a song that goes on and on for as long as you choose me too. So if you think one kiss makes me stole at all. Wish you could feel the way the Earth beneath me falls. Like were spinning with the possibilities. I could be anything with you beside me. I'm calling you my star, I wonder where you are. It's not that hard to do, I choose you, so choose me too. I know that everything changes in time, and I'm not afraid of whats coming. Ill guard your heart if you'll guard mine. Cause loves not a thought, So, choose me too.
I hope you like it I wrote it and sent it in to a recording studio, and It is now a song, really a soundtrack for the movie Moondance Alexander, It's sung by Emily Wright.
I hope you like it I wrote it and sent it in to a recording studio, and It is now a song, really a soundtrack for the movie Moondance Alexander, It's sung by Emily Wright.
09-26-08
Hey It's me again I have so much to tell you I will be at Roanne state community college on Nov the 1st. Today has been boring. I went to thing thing yesterday after GED. My friends and I had such great fun....NOT!!!! well I'm going PEACE OUT!!!!!
Monday, September 22, 2008
07-22-08
Hey, It's me agian. bored have nothing to talk about. I think that Jeremiah is mad at me. He hasnt talked to me all morning and I really dont care. He wants to be a ass hole thats him noot me . Well sorry but thats all that I have to say. Peace.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
09-17-08
Hey,
It's me again. thinking about some things. I was so wrong this morning. Me and my mom got in to a fight, not a fist sight or anything like that. Just a family fight.We fought from the time that I woke up this morning, till she dropped me off at school this morning. Over something so stupid. I can't even remamber. But' knowing me and my mom, it was over something stupid. My Dad didn't even say anything, like he knew that it was going to happen. It's weird how adults know everything. I think that it is. My sister might be pregnant again. She had her first kid wene she was 17. And shes only 18 now and she thinks that she is pregnant. Can you spell whore. It's like she had no respect for herself and no respect for her kid. I can't stand her half the time. That is why im moving out in two months with my other sister. Although she has a baby, well shes 6 years old, but she will always be a baby to me, shes autistic. For those who don't know what that means, she has a bad case of middle-retardation. And she has dwarf defenciency. She is so cute though. Ok anyways although she has a baby she really takes care of it. And I mean like the best mother I have seen, I mean besides my mom. She will always be my favorite. I love her so much. I found out 3 years ago that she is dieing. She has a life span of 5 years and now she only has 2 left. It get hard sometimes to face reality that the only person who cares about you 24/7 is going to die. I can't stand the thought of dieing. So I try no to think about it that much.
Well, I'm gonna go, Peace
It's me again. thinking about some things. I was so wrong this morning. Me and my mom got in to a fight, not a fist sight or anything like that. Just a family fight.We fought from the time that I woke up this morning, till she dropped me off at school this morning. Over something so stupid. I can't even remamber. But' knowing me and my mom, it was over something stupid. My Dad didn't even say anything, like he knew that it was going to happen. It's weird how adults know everything. I think that it is. My sister might be pregnant again. She had her first kid wene she was 17. And shes only 18 now and she thinks that she is pregnant. Can you spell whore. It's like she had no respect for herself and no respect for her kid. I can't stand her half the time. That is why im moving out in two months with my other sister. Although she has a baby, well shes 6 years old, but she will always be a baby to me, shes autistic. For those who don't know what that means, she has a bad case of middle-retardation. And she has dwarf defenciency. She is so cute though. Ok anyways although she has a baby she really takes care of it. And I mean like the best mother I have seen, I mean besides my mom. She will always be my favorite. I love her so much. I found out 3 years ago that she is dieing. She has a life span of 5 years and now she only has 2 left. It get hard sometimes to face reality that the only person who cares about you 24/7 is going to die. I can't stand the thought of dieing. So I try no to think about it that much.
Well, I'm gonna go, Peace
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
09-16-2008
Hey,
Its me again. My brother Chris got into a fight today at school, and that guys bitch about got her head knocked off too. For those reading this, and don't know me I'm posted as the girl who acts before and don't think at all. I talked to that girl that I told to that was in college. I know it seems weird but we go to the graveyard all the time. Well, we did until her time became all about school, work, and not me. Not saying that I want all of her time to go on me. But, I do miss her. We were like two peas n a pod. -lol- We have done so many crazy things together. Like this one time, three of our friends,Justin A., Justin R., and Josh S., we somehow got a green wig and wore it all around town. I know that some of you are going to think that it was stupid but, it was sorta fun and crazy. We loved breaking the rules. Like once I walked in to Wal-Greens, and told the clerk that I had explosive SHITS!!!, and what would I need to take for me to feel better. I laughed my ass off. The whole way out of there. I think that we all knew that the clerk knew that it was a joke. And IDK if she got mad about it or not. But I haven't stepped a foot in to that store since that.
Well I'm gonna go. PEACE OUT!!!!!
Its me again. My brother Chris got into a fight today at school, and that guys bitch about got her head knocked off too. For those reading this, and don't know me I'm posted as the girl who acts before and don't think at all. I talked to that girl that I told to that was in college. I know it seems weird but we go to the graveyard all the time. Well, we did until her time became all about school, work, and not me. Not saying that I want all of her time to go on me. But, I do miss her. We were like two peas n a pod. -lol- We have done so many crazy things together. Like this one time, three of our friends,Justin A., Justin R., and Josh S., we somehow got a green wig and wore it all around town. I know that some of you are going to think that it was stupid but, it was sorta fun and crazy. We loved breaking the rules. Like once I walked in to Wal-Greens, and told the clerk that I had explosive SHITS!!!, and what would I need to take for me to feel better. I laughed my ass off. The whole way out of there. I think that we all knew that the clerk knew that it was a joke. And IDK if she got mad about it or not. But I haven't stepped a foot in to that store since that.
Well I'm gonna go. PEACE OUT!!!!!
09-16-08
Hey,
It's me again I found out yesterday that I can take GED so tomorraw I start GED for sure. And I also found out that Jeremiah's brother mathew is nad at me couse he thinks that i snitched on Jeremiah, but I didnt I never would have done that. My brother got in to a fight to day at school. He kicked this dudes ass. HELL YA!!!! And that dudes bitch bout got here head knocked off by me and chris's, thats my brothers name, girlfriend. I thank god that chris has so many people around him that love him and think of him. I have no idea what this dude behind me is doing to this other computer. I think that he is taking the computer apart.-lol- I talked to Jennifer, the one that is in college, I know this seems weird, but we are going to the graveyard. Wene ever I can get her ass out of school and wene she don't get sick. I have a big surprise for her. She won't even let me talk to her long. So I can't get anything past her. But, I love her to death. I'm gonna go, peace.
It's me again I found out yesterday that I can take GED so tomorraw I start GED for sure. And I also found out that Jeremiah's brother mathew is nad at me couse he thinks that i snitched on Jeremiah, but I didnt I never would have done that. My brother got in to a fight to day at school. He kicked this dudes ass. HELL YA!!!! And that dudes bitch bout got here head knocked off by me and chris's, thats my brothers name, girlfriend. I thank god that chris has so many people around him that love him and think of him. I have no idea what this dude behind me is doing to this other computer. I think that he is taking the computer apart.-lol- I talked to Jennifer, the one that is in college, I know this seems weird, but we are going to the graveyard. Wene ever I can get her ass out of school and wene she don't get sick. I have a big surprise for her. She won't even let me talk to her long. So I can't get anything past her. But, I love her to death. I'm gonna go, peace.
Monday, September 15, 2008
09-15-08
I just read my comments and it seems like everyone thinks that I am stupid or something. The thing about the high school prank is It would be something that I would do.... if I had thought about it. Your calling me a dumbass. You should have thought about that nut I'm not mad or hold a grudge. People is entitled to there own thought. And yes, I am 17 years old and no I'm not retarded. The only reason you say that is cause your unsure about yourself. A Little advice people if you think that you are better than someone else you are wrong. And you are probably as low as them. I have had a good day I'm still worried about Jeremiah, and what his dad did to him. Well I'm out peace!
Friday, September 12, 2008
09-12-08
Hey,
It's me again I had a great day. I have got to do my GED report. And I might start GED Monday after 2nd Pd. This day cannot get any better. I am going to The Tennessee Valley Fair tomorrow. But tonight I am going to a motel room with my friends. Tasha and some others I have no clue who but we will find some people. (LOL) I want to find out what happened to Jeremiah. He stole a pair of sunglasses at school and the cops thought it was me. I mean if you don't want your things to get stole then you should lock your locker. I'm afraid that his dad won't let him talk to me. I was with him when he done it, but I had no clue that he took them until the cops pulled us aside. Apparently the school does have cameras that we all thought was just for show. It showed everything that me and him done. I am kinda worried about him. I feel like it's my fault cause if I didn't make him lay out with me He never would have had the opportunity to steal them. I knew that he knew better than to take them, but I really do kinda feel like it is my fault. I really don't want him to get into trouble with his dad. His dad didn't like me that much anyway. I miss talking to him. The ass holes at our school took away our phone so we can't talk to one another. Talk to you later.
It's me again I had a great day. I have got to do my GED report. And I might start GED Monday after 2nd Pd. This day cannot get any better. I am going to The Tennessee Valley Fair tomorrow. But tonight I am going to a motel room with my friends. Tasha and some others I have no clue who but we will find some people. (LOL) I want to find out what happened to Jeremiah. He stole a pair of sunglasses at school and the cops thought it was me. I mean if you don't want your things to get stole then you should lock your locker. I'm afraid that his dad won't let him talk to me. I was with him when he done it, but I had no clue that he took them until the cops pulled us aside. Apparently the school does have cameras that we all thought was just for show. It showed everything that me and him done. I am kinda worried about him. I feel like it's my fault cause if I didn't make him lay out with me He never would have had the opportunity to steal them. I knew that he knew better than to take them, but I really do kinda feel like it is my fault. I really don't want him to get into trouble with his dad. His dad didn't like me that much anyway. I miss talking to him. The ass holes at our school took away our phone so we can't talk to one another. Talk to you later.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
09-11-08 Same Day Differ Time
Ok I am all alone now Jeremiahs not here and i ahve all things to myself. I can now tell you things that I can't tell anyone else. Like I said I was thinking about the World Trade Centers and how everyone that lost their lives won't see what we can do for the future and do for their future of what they have left behind. I was reading an article called. I Found Him To Late. I was about a girl who was adopted at birth and found out 19 years later that her Dad was one of the Heros who took over the terrorist that were taking over the plane that was going to crash into the Pentagon. She meet all of her half sisters and brothers. And even got to meet her Dads new wife. The moral of the story is don't be afraid of who and what your looking for even if you found it way..to late. I was really thinking about what if I had been one of those people that was one those planes where I would be today. Would I even be here. What if I was someones family member who had lost their lives that day. Would I ever love someone of a differ origen again, I mean I'm not racist I love everyone. But what would you do? IDK what I would do. Jeremiah hurt my feelings today really bad. And he knew that he did. Throwing his girlfiend up in my face that really does hurt. For all you girls out there who loves someone who is already taken, don't think "O, I'm not gonna be a homewrecker," Do it go after what you wanting. It took a long time for me to know that. And now that I do, he is going to be mine.
09-11-08
Hey,
It's me again today is 9/11 and I have been thinking about all those people who lost their lives on that unfortunate day. Today has been a good day for me and my friends. Jeremiah is sitting right next to me so gotta be careful how and what I write. He actually hurt my feelings today again, he told me that he was going to dump me to go eat lunch with his girlfriend. You know even though we are not dating He still knows that I like him. And he knew that it hurt what he said. I'm going to the Tennessee Valley Fair Saturday. I'm going with Tasha, one of my friends. Were going to have so much fun. I'm staying the night in a motel room with Tasha and 2 of my guy friends. God....they are so hott!!!! So, I'll get back at ya!!!
It's me again today is 9/11 and I have been thinking about all those people who lost their lives on that unfortunate day. Today has been a good day for me and my friends. Jeremiah is sitting right next to me so gotta be careful how and what I write. He actually hurt my feelings today again, he told me that he was going to dump me to go eat lunch with his girlfriend. You know even though we are not dating He still knows that I like him. And he knew that it hurt what he said. I'm going to the Tennessee Valley Fair Saturday. I'm going with Tasha, one of my friends. Were going to have so much fun. I'm staying the night in a motel room with Tasha and 2 of my guy friends. God....they are so hott!!!! So, I'll get back at ya!!!
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
09-09-08
Hi, my name is Tabitha, but everyone else calls me Rayray. I don't know why they just do. So i guess this blogg is to tell you people how my life is well my life is going godd. But for the fact that the only boy that I have ever loved is getting married. And I know that it is going to be a big mistake but he don't see that know he thinks that he is in love. I know that this is going to sound mean but she is ugly. Ok i know that I'm Not the prettest thing in the world. But I look alot better than her. Well enough of that. My mom is dying, My sister is like the worst mother in the world, my Dad gets the biggest asshole award, and my Little brother thinks that he's the biggest badass in this town. My other sister Nikki She lives in North Carolina. Yes, I do know that Hurrican Hannah just hit there and Im sorta thankful couse now she is coming home the day after thanksgiving and staying till construction stops at her house. All of my BFFs are there for me wene ever i need them. Tiffany, Tasha, My Mamma ( I know don't laugh), Jeremiah, (the one that's making the biggest mistake of his life, Yes the one who's getting married.), and Jennifer she's in college so I don't get to see or hear from her much but wene I do I love it. That's basically I need right there to keep me going. I laid out of 3rd Pd today with Jeremiah. All he wanting to talk about is his wedding. God he sounded like a girl. I felt like telling him to shut his mouth. And kiss him for so long. I really do love him and he is never going to find out if he gets married.
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